She became the topper in Madhesi, Female and Open categories of Staff Nurse

Viva feels that behind all these congratulations given as luck, there is nothing like coincidence or luck but her hard work.

On February 5, she was recommended number one by the Federal Public Service Commission. "Nowadays, even senior sisters who used to work before ask me how I became a topper," she says, "After they asked me how to get a name in public service and how to prepare, I realized how important it is to get a name and to be a topper."

What is the reason why everyone is asking Viva like this, her name also appeared in the nursing exam taken for the civil hospital on the same day. On the other hand, his name has also appeared in the written examination of Wagmati Pradesh, where the interview is yet to be conducted. After waiting for a long time, Vibha herself was shocked to see the door of opportunity that opened everywhere, her acquaintances and friends were also surprised - after all, she did such a magic that brought success to everyone.

'That is hard work,' says Viva, 'another thing is self-confidence, if you give up saying that you have failed once, you will not succeed.' Viva has not given public service exam last year either. The name came out in writing. However, she failed in the interview. It really broke him. The feeling of not being able to move forward made me feel depressed. Viva was recently married and soon had a child. The disappointment of not fulfilling her dreams, the uncertainty of what to do and what not to do, the responsibilities that came after suddenly becoming a householder and the role she had to play after becoming a mother, made Viva, who is usually full of enthusiasm, very depressed last year. So, she didn't get a chance to study and prepare as much as she said. 'That was the reason for my name being rejected,' says Viva, 'that's why I was disappointed.''After reading about Mother Teresa, known as 'Lady with the Lamp' in

Sano, while studying Kakhras in a private school in Janakpur, a deep desire arose in Viva's heart - Teresa said. Like serving people by being a nurse. Days passed, after passing SLC in 2067, she came to Kathmandu following the same dream, took science subject in Plus Two and continued her studies. And after reaching Bangalore, India, she studied BSc Nursing. After coming to Nepal, he got a job in a well-known hospital. Young women are not able to survive in the nursing profession because they are forced to work in private hospitals but the salary is very low because they are not subjected to labor exploitation. Viva knew this too.

'But I didn't want to go abroad,' says Viva, 'I don't know why, the idea of ​​staying and serving in the country of my birth never left me.' Don't waver. Her mother, Pramiladevi, wanted her daughter to pass the civil service examination and make a name for herself in Nepal. In the eyes of her mother, a complete housewife, it was a big dream to see her daughter get a government position. Viva took her mother's dream and made it her own. "I thought what my mother said was right," says Viva, "so I started thinking about giving public service examination."

It was five years ago when Viva worked in a private hospital. At the same time, he saw an advertisement for some nursing staff on contract service in the Trauma Center of Veer Hospital. She applied for it, joined the exam and got selected. It gave Viva confidence that she can do something.

However, at the same time, the covid epidemic started. Some problems appeared in his health. What was the effect of the epidemic and the lockdown brought about by it? Vivah left her job as a food worker and returned to Dhanusha to live with her parents. When he went to the village, there was talk of his marriage. Roshan Kumar Purve from Siraha, who studied medicine in China, has come to ask.

'I want to study, I want to move forward,' Viva said one condition in front of Roshankumar, 'You don't have any objection to this, right?' She had seen many young women who were forced to live with their dreams after marriage. She spoke clearly so that she would not have the same experience. His peers Dr. Roshan Kumar seemed like a sensible man to Viva. Because, he immediately accepted the condition. And he said, 'I will not be an obstacle to your progress.' A daughter was born in Chait of the same year saying that she would serve the people. "After becoming a mother, I don't have enough time," says Viva, "I didn't get as much time to study, so my preparation was not good." Thus his first attempt was wasted. And, Viva's courage was broken. The thought of 'I am now ruined or what?' Even though she could not make it to the public service, she decided to start her postgraduate studies in nursing. However, her husband Roshan Kumar stopped her from doing this.

'What happened if you didn't get a name once?' He dared his wife, 'You will get out now, prepare for public service.' The husband's advice to get a government job before ageing, and to continue studying while getting a job, is not practical. However, Viva was worried that the name Niklela, Naniklela, time would be wasted. On the other hand, her name had also appeared in the admission test for Masters in Nursing at Kathmandu Medical College. So she didn't want to miss out on the studies that definitely suited her for an uncertain job. But, Dr. Roshan advised him to prepare for public service.

"He even helped me look after the baby, helped me with the household work," says Viva, "and I could barely read." This year it was a little easier than last year because the baby has grown up a bit. She was able to read regularly when her husband helped her and when her daughter slept. He got the news that nursing staff is needed in the Union, state hospitals and the civil hospital at Meen Bhawan and for that the Public Service Commission is going to conduct an examination.

'And I filled all the forms,' she says, 'I started preparing to make sure that no name came out.' The first test was related to intelligence (IQ test) and general knowledge, in which 50 percent were asked about state administration, history, constitution, geography, etc. and 50 percent were asked about health management. 'No matter how much effort you put in GK and IQ, it is not enough because its scope is endless, but you should not stop studying,' says Viva about the subject test that will be taken in the first paper, 'the remaining 50 percent questions are asked about healthcare management, and it is more important to prepare so that you don't mess up even one. It is wise because its hard work is also useful for the second paper.''

On the day of the exam, Vivah was not convinced of the marks given to the multiple-choice answers to questions related to general knowledge and intelligence. However, when it came time to give objective answers about health management, his enthusiasm increased. Because it was a subject both within his expertise and interest, there was no hindrance in marking the correct answers to all the questions. The second exam after that was – Subjective, in which questions were asked about the health management that a staff nurse has to do for a patient in a hospital.

'The written test of your subject is not that difficult for a good reader,' says Viva, 'Thus I confidently answered all the questions asked accurately and within the time limit.' He didn't have time to give exams. She used to sit at home and write answers to old questions in her own style. This method really made him proficient. And so, the name came out in the exam. More than 300 applications were filled for ten seats, which is much less than the competition for general administration. In that too 115 took the exam. And 21 people were selected for the interview. And 10 people took out their names. In all these undertakings, Viva was second to none. In addition to hard work, the courage of the mother and the help of the husband are the secret of success, she says.

'Someone's trust is very important when you are discouraged,' says Viva, 'If I didn't have their support, it would have been difficult for me to get back into the rhythm.' The debate has been debated by feminist thinkers around the world. The proponents of revolutionary feminism insist on choosing a career, saying that women's primitive compulsion to marry and have children to please men and to spend time in their care is keeping them as a source of gender inequality. Viva didn't have to keep up with all this nonsense. Her husband Roshankumar's loving understanding and understanding has made her happy in both career and family, which is not available to all of her contemporary friends.

'In this sense, I am lucky,' says Viva, 'because I did not have to spend time in despair because of my encouraging father and understanding life partner.' For some time, Viva was in doubt as to which one to choose. After thinking carefully about where to work, she decided to work in the federal service. At present there were vacancies in two places namely Jail Hospital and Ayurveda Hospital. Topper has the option of choosing where to go. Naradevi chose the Ayurveda Hospital, where she has been going since February 8. The facility of being able to transfer to any hospital under the association and get the opportunity to get promotion through internal competition is motivating him even more.