There is a 'series' on Netflix - Breaking Bad. This series from a decade ago with 62 episodes in five seasons is considered one of the greatest in American television history. Rowekar is not a viewer who is very interested in television series, but when a series becomes very popular, they become a part of the 'cultural studies' of that time, then they want to watch it.

On top of that, "Breaking Bad" was also discussed by Robert Syapolsky, a "celebrity" scientist-philosopher of the last decade associated with Stanford University, as an example of how the formation and dissolution of a person's personality can happen without even knowing it. 

Syapolsky's The famous 'masterpiece' book called 'Behaviour' was discussed by the writer in Koseli in Kantipur, two years ago. How much we 'behave' as humans is influenced by what happened a second ago, how much is dictated by what happened an hour ago, how much we're going through when we're young, not just how low we are now, but thousands of times. This profound treatise, which discusses how it is influenced by the cells that come into us years ago, forever changed the way humans understood themselves. The reason why 'Breaking Bad' and Syapolsky references must be brought up today is to give a little psychological explanation of what the Ravi Lamichhane-led National Independent Party has transformed into in its nearly two-year journey. 

A character who lives a normal American life by teaching middle school chemistry is suddenly diagnosed with cancer. He loves his wife and his differently-abled young son very much, but he thinks that if he is going to die soon, let's do something for the family. For which he initially takes a 'small' wrong path, which he doesn't think is an immoral act. As the story of 'Breaking Bad' progresses, when that small wrong becomes more and more dangerous, he is forced to commit another slightly bigger wrong to cover it up, and the series goes on and on. Watching, such inner parts of his character, who has a sharp mind but lived a simple life for fifty years, are revealed that he seems to be surprised by himself. A family member who has lived together for years will ask him 'who are you really?'. 

What do you know, if the bitterness of Prachanda and Oli rises to a higher level, the current alliance may become a mess again any day. Together, Prachanda and Deuba can again ask the RSVP to come to the government. Even then, the RSVP may slip into the government because if it does not, the issues on Lamichhane may take a decisive shape.  

Now not only the original leadership of RSVP, but two-four "former" talented people in its leadership line have asked themselves in the past six months, "Who am I from the inside?" What am I working on now? According to the writer, I have come to a position where I have to ask why I am making such arguments. What they are saying now in the parliament in favor of co-operative misappropriation and outside the parliament regarding the vindictive arrest of Kailash Sirohia, president of Kantipur Media, for the 'image' of RSVP, perhaps they would not have imagined a year and a half ago that such things would be said and done by them. But one event leads to another, and that leads to another. The thing called 'free wheel' disappears without realizing it. And the unknown parts of his 'personality', which have been buried in his heart since he was a child, that he did not know about, are opening up one after another in front of him. 

Intellectually speaking, we humans are very interesting creatures, living with many 'selves' within us and many of them we never meet. We call our decisions our own, but are they all freely made, as Syapolsky says? Are the leaders, members and well-wishers of RSVP really independent of themselves? When pursuing an ambition to enter politics and have at least one MP and even a minister, have its members reached a point where they don't even know that their own conscience has been taken hostage? Do they think that they have gained more self-esteem now than they had before they became MPs and ministers?

Two years ago, it should be around May, the date of general election was not fixed but it was expected to be in November. Based on that assumption, the columnist wrote in his column - as 'those who have to say goodbye in November' . The appeal of the article was that if the corrupt and indolent members of the old party, especially Sher Bahadur Deuba, KP Oli and Pushpa Kamal Dahal, were to be removed from their places, the people of the respective areas would have blamed the people of the country. There was a strong desire in my heart that something new would happen if some new power arose. It was thought that the wave that Raswapa had brought as a campaign in the same Serofero was a glimmer of hope. Not much can be expected from the new party that won 21 seats, but if there was hope, some exemplary work that it will show may put pressure on the old party to improve even if it is a little. 

Earlier, he was so shocked by the behavior of the former Home Ministers 'Bahadur Khadkaru, Vamdev and Mahara' that he even liked to walk in their place when he went to speak on the podium of the Parliament for the first time as Lamichhane Home Minister. Even then it was known that Ravi himself was nothing in 'substance'. In one study, the average young man, having nothing much to do in Nepal, went to the United States, scrambling to do anything. It was also heard that what he ate was controversial. But rather than what he is, at least he contributed to the wave of displacing the old ones. Those who joined him, who had done well in their professional field, would also do some exemplary work. After all, if the country is getting better, you as a citizen will automatically be the beneficiary of it. Why should there be an insistence that one should come from a certain party to do good, except for those who receive party dividends? But on the basis of the political behavior that has been 'evolved' in them in the last one and a half years and especially in the last two to three months, it is time to sadly but confidently say that those who are in the leadership of RSVP these days are humiliating themselves every day. . 

Legally, it remains to be seen what will happen, but any 'sensible' Nepali should have known that Ravi has committed the crime of carrying two passports at once. It will become more and more clear how much 'papers' and how much labor, but everyone who can think with a little restraint can easily understand that while running Gorkha media, he has been a partner in misappropriating millions of savings of poor-oriented people's cooperatives. There is a lot to be learned about the character of someone like GB Rai who is only one of two partners.

Let's watch a heart-wrenching satire of the practice of Nepali democracy in the last thirty years. Later, from the dissolution of Parliament unconstitutionally, KP Oli's resume has a history of years of imprisonment during the Jhapa Rebellion and the movement, even though he is the victim of scandals such as the billions game in Giribandhu. From taking democracy to the palace, Sher Bahadur Deuba has a history of fighting for democracy for decades, even though he has been the victim of countless other scandals. And, although the irregularities and instability of the last two decades have been bad, Prachanda has a history of fighting armed conflict. In this way, the people who were defeated by seeing the leaders who came from the history of great movements and struggles were corrupt and indolent after coming to power, brought to power a person who had a 'biodata' of scandals, with a rather non-political background and background, but who had already been involved in acts like double passports and co-operative embezzlement. Didn't they approve Ravi in ​​the election to see if he would do well?

The evidence seen in the one and a half years of this term of parliament has clearly shown that the main goal of the life of the President of the RSVP, Lamichhane, is how to protect himself in the ongoing passport and co-operative embezzlement cases. For that, he was able to support UML's Oli in the Giribandhu case. He has no choice but to not support Prachanda's every irregularity and 'excess'.

What do you know, if the bitterness of Prachanda and Oli rises to a higher level, the current alliance may become a mess again any day. Together, Prachanda and Deuba can again ask the RSVP to come to the government. Even then, the RSVP may slip into the government because if it does not, the issues on Lamichhane may take a decisive form. The Attorney General of the new government may change his statements. What all this means is that the main character of the RSVP, which emerged on the slogan of uprooting the old parties, has been reduced to the role of endorsing and protecting the actions of those same old parties. In this way, as long as the RSVP remains as a force in politics, it will only play a supporting role in making all the parties in the country worse. Through the parliamentary committee formed to look into the co-operative misappropriation, UML is going to further dilute Lamichhane, and will definitely do more bargaining in the future in a way that suits its own interests. The work of RSVP MPs will be applauded and approved. It may be clear now why the topic of 'Breaking Bad' series was brought up at the beginning of the