The mother was at home, the daughter was at home. In between, there was love between mother and daughter. The mother used to cry at her daughter's window till night. She used to see a room that didn't sleep all night. And, she would ask on the phone, 'Brother, why didn't your lights go off in the evening?'

His room was on the top of the house. There was a gathering in the room from time to time. Mother used to watch the same. And, the next day, she would ask again, 'Brother, was there a party yesterday?' The daughter also kept her eyes on the room of the pallo house. She used to talk. She used to see her mother engrossed in television till late at night. In the morning, she used to say on the phone, "Mami, why did you watch TV till late?" 

Premil This series continued for years. Suddenly, a building collapsed on that vacant land in Lalitpur, Toukhel. It became a shopping mall. Added facilities for people. But for mother and daughter...? "It became a wall for us," said the same mother's "brother" i.e. actress Karishma Manandhar. Technology has reconnected the distance between mother and daughter that the building blocked. Nowadays, mom herself makes video calls on WhatsApp. And she asks, 'Brother, what are you doing?'

Many have never seen a mother as more than a mother. But Karisma always saw in her mother what others did not. "Long haired, wearing a cotton dhoti, always walking in a hurry, a strong woman," she adds, "the image of her mother still lingers in her eyes." However, her mother's suffering was much worse than the life sprinkled with charisma. But Komalkumari never expressed grief. Nor did she show her tears-soaked eyes to others. 'Didn't you cry or didn't I see?', she would ask her mother, 'Mami, don't you remember your father?' Komalkumari was 18 years old when she got married to Kshetra Bahadur KC. Karisma's elder mother was sick. She married her sister-in-law to her 50-year-old husband. Kshetra Bahadur was a Major in the Army. Karisma was 2 and a half years old when her father passed away. Sister Kopila is only 21 days old. One day Karisma asked her mother what happened after her father died. What happened, I fainted. While he was unconscious, he cut his teeth with a knife while pouring water on them. And my tooth was cracked,'' the mother said, showing her cracked tooth. One day Ba came in her mother's dream while Kiriya was sitting. He said, 'Bultu ta pir naman. The eldest daughter earns a name. The younger daughter will be better.' 

Mother sometimes says to Karisma, 'Brother, what she said has come to pass.' A series of struggles began. He had to fight another battle for rights. Had to go to court. The fight lasted until later. After leaving the house in Lalitpur, the mother started living in a dera towards Kathmandu Gaushala. The daughter-in-law was taken by her grandmother to her mother-in-law's house. Karishma stayed with her mother. For 4-year-old Karisma, it seemed like she had to fight a big battle to go to Pashupati school. Komalkumari used to work in a hotel, she didn't even have time to drop her daughter to school. Instead, hold on to the wall, run away if the monkey comes. She used to remind me by saying, "Don't go to the road". Karishma used to hold the wall and forget it. She could not reach school. Komal Kumari could not keep both daughters with her despite wanting a

. Karishma was also taken to her maternal grandmother's house in Sindhupalchok Tingghare, and was brought up by her grandmother. The sisters slept with the grandmother. Grandma used to wake up at 4am looking at the stars. It's been many years since grandma went into a long sleep. Now Karishma wakes up at 4 am and goes to the roof and looks at the stars. And she refreshes her grandmother's memory. Komalkumari used to visit Maita every now and then. As soon as they came home from school, someone would say, 'Mummy is coming.' The sisters would drop their bags and rush to Peeple. Pipletal came to Panighat and then Deurali. He used to wait for his mother till night. Mother would not come even till evening. 

Someone used to say, 'Look how much these Kazi's Bhuras are sitting. Your mummy will not come now.' When she returned, her sister's eyes would fill with tears. However, the hope of mother coming did not die so soon. As soon as they heard the news that their mother would come the next day, they would run to it. The shadow of the mother, dressed in white, got down from the car and was seen dimly from above. Sister would ask Karisma, “Bunu, is this mummy?” They couldn't tell until the dim shadow approached. The smaller the size, the bigger it got. When they reached Panighat, they would say, 'This is mummy.' Then they would run to mummy and hug her. My mother used to eat. Komal Kumari used to bring love in her heart and koseli in her bag.

They lusted after their mother. On the day of mother's arrival, the sister's popularity increased among the friends of the village. He used to impress his friends by showing off his new frocks and bobby pants. The day my mother left, tears flowed. We used to try to go with my aunt, she used to tie us up. We used to bite our hands,” recalls Karishma. Slowly it became known that she would return after her mother came. Later, both of them got used to it.

When Karisma was 9 years old, they came to Kathmandu with their grandparents. And he started living with his mother. Grandpa couldn't be happier to be stuck in the city. A few years passed after coming to Kathmandu. 

Komal Kumari's mother used to look at her widowed daughter and cry, "My daughter became a widow at a young age." Karisma thought her mother was the most beautiful in the world. She used to think, 'Mami would have married someone else.' One day she said, 'Mami, you get married. I will look after my sister.' Karisma got slapped in response. After that she never dared to say. Karishma played the role of a single mother in the film Bagan. The moment she acted the character, she remembered her mother. She learned from her mother. "That's why I looked like Mami in that film," she narrates.

When Karishma was 12 years old, she understood her mother's pain. Mother ran a grocery store. She used to help her mother. At that time I thought, 'Now I have to earn money.' 

They lived in Battisputli. The women there used to work in garments. She also went to work in a garment factory during the school holidays. After working for two months, she earned 600 rupees. She gave that money to her mother to pay for the behavior. He used to meet with Anjali Subba and Prakash Adhikari who lived around him. Prakash was struggling to become a hero in films. Until then, the character of the city was similar to that of the village. They used to chat at each other's houses. Prakash used to come to Anjali. Karishma was going. She used to tease, "Brother Prakash, you are going to be a hero, aren't you?" Prakash and Anjali jokingly said, "This Bunu should also be made a heroine."  Without telling a

, due to that warm relationship, Karisma made her debut in the first film 'Santan'. Then she went to Bombay, India to study acting. She worked there in the film 'Danga Fasad'. After returning from Bombay, the film offers. She signed 6 films at once. Recently, Nepal Television was started. Played in commercials. Suddenly she started earning unexpected money. Then she confidently told her mother, 'Mami, now you stop working.'

Mother was happy with Karisma's film journey. But after the year 2000, Karishma migrated to America. Komalkumari was not too happy about that. I was 32 years old. At that time, I went to America thinking that I would have to suffer more in life. Later, I called Mami for 10 months,' she adds, reminiscing, 'but she was not happy with my work.' 

Komal Kumari used to say to her daughter, 'Brother, why did you have to do such a thing here? What is missing for you?' Karisma wanted to see her mother happy. She used to take him for a spin around the sea. Komalkumari used to compare the sea with eloquence. Finally, the mother returned, deciding that America was not happy for her daughter. Later, Karishma also returned to Nepal. She started to enjoy her work by leaning on the foundation of her career.

After the birth of her daughter Kavita, Karisma understood her mother's never-understood pain. She understood the feeling she had never felt before. Understand the constraints. Leaving the little girl at home and going to the shooting, it was as if the heart was broken. At that time, she used to feel, 'What happened to mummy when she left us?' Now she looks into the eyes of mother and daughter to make herself happy. When I see happiness in their eyes. There is no greater joy than that,” she expresses. Bunu, who was studying

, had to earn money to help her mother. She chose films to earn money. She left Bunu, who was studying class 8, there. Where did she go? How many bumps did she take? She acted in many films. She kept running. While running, she remembered one day that little Bunu. The one she used to see in her dreams. Bunu walking in costume. Who used to go to school without missing a beat. She studied diligently. After raising her daughter and raising her, she decided one day, "to continue the missing studies of Sani Bunu." When she went to the examination hall of class 8, she found the same Bunu on the bench. 

Karishma is currently studying in her second year of graduation. Mother Komalkumari is also happy with this study. But the mother and daughter are not satisfied with the political journey they have chosen. Whenever mother says, 'You are smart. You don't know how to cheat. This is where diplomacy takes place. This is not for you.' Karishma does not agree. At the meeting with your mother, you should say from the gate, 'Mami, let's not talk about politics today.' Nowadays, you think, 'What my mother said was right.' Now he has sugar. If Karisma is worried about anyone, it is her mother. Which is sometimes boring. Karishma's heart is restless when her mother is restless. Karishma goes to meet her mother who is nearby. She says, "Mommy, don't stay alone." Mom doesn't agree. Even when he is sick, he should be cooked and eaten by himself. Instead, charisma is liquefied by the filial affection of a mother. "He shows that the money to pay the rent is here after I die. You see, you think to that level,' says Karishma emotionally, 'Mother's love is very deep.'