"I cried thinking of my mother after a long time," said Rashtriya Janamorcha Party Chairman Chitra Bahadur KC, recalling the conversation two days ago, "I couldn't sleep that night." Whenever I remember my mother, I feel like this.'

His residence is inside the party office at Kapan. He returned to Kathmandu from Rupandehi on Baisakh 10 after spending a few days with his distraught wife Parvati. She didn't want to leave. But the work of the party had to come," said Chitra Bahadur expressing his love for his wife. When she remembers her spouse who loves her with abandon, she thinks, 'just like a mother.' However, he has also become the Deputy Prime Minister. However, the rap of power did not affect his thinking and life. He goes to Parliament House either by public transport or by walking. No expensive dreams, no luxurious life.

life partner is also found like him. I think, who is as diligent and understanding as him? Chitra Bahadur says with reverence. Not only the nature, the mother-in-law also has the same name, Parvati KC. As the memories began to merge, Chitra Bahadur's eyes began to see dark pictures of his mother. Sometimes a childish smile was found on the old face remembering his mother, sometimes the eyes were wet with tears. In the same posture mixed with laughter and tears, he fluently narrated the story of his mother.

1997 Jan 20. 'What happened that day?' Chitra Bahadur wanted to know as a child. Mother Parvati Sabistar used to tell about the day she was born, 'That day I passed away, your grandmother loved me very much. At 5 pm he decided to cook for me. That's when I felt pain.'

Parvati did not tell her mother that she was in pain. At that time, it was not customary to give birth in the womb. In pain, she rushed to her house in Galang, Galkot, Baglung. On reaching Mulabato, she met two relatives of her in-laws, but Parvati did not tell her about her labor pains.

'After going through a lot of trouble, mother has taken the road to Kharbari. There is a bansaghari below 3 minutes before reaching the house. After reaching there, the child is about to fall. My mother gave birth to me under cover there," Chitra Bahadur recounts the moment of his birth. Parvati reached home with the baby in her arms. Those same relatives who came to meet the husband at home have been staying for generations. After seeing the child in Parvati's hand, Jill asks, 'Whose child did you bring?' Parvati laughs and says, 'Your own...'

Chitra Bahadur was born as Milo's child. At that time it was more difficult to protect than to have children. Suddenly Chitra Bahadur fell ill. The Okhtimoolo done by the mother did not do any work. A wedding was going on in the neighborhood. Parvati was watching her son lying on a banana leaf waiting for death. Tilpil closed her eyes and cried to God all night. Needless to say, a strange miracle happened. Chitra Bahadur was revived. When the son understood, the mother would say, "Well, how did you live?" And finally my heart was at peace.'

Chitra Bahadur's father Narishwar Sharma's five wives. After the death of his first wife, he brought Parvati. Then Chitra Bahadur saw three mothers. "How much my mother fought against my father, later I did too," Chitra Bahadur remembers, "Ba's children were from three mothers. The rest was left by the mother. His mother had 8 brothers, sons and three daughters. Another mother has 6 sons and 7 daughters. Mother Parvati had to struggle hard to raise her children because of Ba.

Mother Parvati was fond of agriculture and had special interest in dharmakarma. But after becoming active in the communist movement, Chitra Bahadur transformed into a mother. Chitra Bahadur's house became a base for communist leaders. Mother began listening to their every meeting. The mother was so impressed that she never allowed to eat eggs, she slowly started cooking buffalo meat in the kitchen. Chitra Bahadur read Maxim Gorky's novel 'Ama' in his youth. He gradually began to find in his mother also the image of the mother of Pavel, the main character of the novel.

Chitra Bahadur was only literate. He dreamed of joining the Indian Army. There was also preparation. But at the age of 17, his path took a sudden turn. He did not go to India and become a communist, he went to Kathmandu and became a communist. By 2014, Galkot was a separate state. The king there was Bharatabama Malla, a cousin of Suvarnashamsher. Later Dr. That state was abolished when KI Singh became the Prime Minister. After the abolition of the state, Chitra Bahadur's father lived with the Galkote king for two years. One day a team went to Kathmandu from Galkot to send a petition to the then King Mahendra. Narishwar was also in the team.

At that time, Chitra Bahadur's house ran out of salt. After exchanging salt for wheat, Chitra Bahadur went back to his home and went to the headquarters. When it was ready to go home after filling the salt, Ba said, 'Now you walk with me to Pokhara.' When they reached Pokhara. Knowing what was going on in Narishwar's mind, he said to his son, 'You have come this far. Now let's go to Kathmandu, let's not stay too long. Chitra Bahadur came to Kathmandu for the first time by taking a ship for 60 rupees. Galkote was the king's house in Naxal, Kathmandu. The family of the king of Galkote said to Narishwar, 'how many sons will you make shepherds and farmers. Let's keep it here and teach it.'

The father left the palace so that his son could read. But where can Chitra Bahadur read? Dishes should be washed from morning till 12 midnight. Starving until three o'clock in the afternoon. Chitra Bahadur throat with that exploitation and torture. And wrote a letter to his mother crying, 'I am staying here as a servant. I will not live if I stay here, I want to go back. Please send the travel expenses anyway.' After reading her son's letter, the mother cried a lot. Saying "I'd rather live as a boy than die as a son", he takes off the ear ornaments and sends the man to Kathmandu. Chitra Bahadur's thinking changed when he got that four tola gold. He wrote a letter to his mother saying, "Mother, you sent your son by removing his eardrum saying that he was about to die." The king wishes that the raitis should not read. The idea of ​​reading came to me.' Mother Audhi was happy that her son had decided to study. Later, she started sending two or four rupees to her son, which was collected by selling the grain of the house.

Mother's gold was sold by Chitra Bahadur for 398 rupees. As soon as he got the money, Galkote left the king's palace. Camped in Kathmandu for five rupees. Nandi Kishori enrolled in Pathshala High School. There was a practice of passing SLC in 3 years. For that, he should have been literate and served 16 years," he remembers. While studying at school, she met a young man from Pyuthan. He has been a communist. Chitra Bahadur who was attracted by her behavior started following her. Later he joined the Communist Party.

Chitra Bahadur reached the village after giving SLC. The Galkotes preached uncontrollably, 'Our children cannot pass matriculation after studying for 10 years, this is wind.' However, when the SLC results came out, their mouths were shut. He passed to the second division. In the village, he was now called a 'great scholar', and became the headmaster of the village school.

Chitra Bahadur's mother not only supported but also participated in underground politics. If there was an assembly, she would go ahead without knowing. Chitra Bahadur Lama used to speak in the program. Mother used to keep curd and milk in order to dry her son's throat. And while giving Chitra Bahadur a drink, she would say, 'Don't talk too much, it will hurt your throat.' Mohan Vaidya, Nirmal Lama, Dev Gurung, Jhalnath Khanal and other leaders have visited Chitra Bahadur's house many times. Chitra Bahadur was the guide of Jhalnath. Parvati loved her son's friends in underground politics as much as her son. She was always ready to cook and feed them.

After the warrant was issued during the Panchayat period, Chitra Bahadur had to walk away. The mother used to check outside every time her son was fed. The mother was very sad that her son would be killed. It must have been around the year 2028, when Chitra Bahadur was tired and fell asleep on his bed in the evening while returning home from his farm work. At 1 o'clock in the night, the police surrounded the house. When he woke up, he heard his mother shouting outside, "What are you trying to do?, coming to someone else's house at night?" What has my son done? Has he killed a person?'' The mother began to cross the path of the police. But what was his thrust? Chitra Bahadur was taken away.

Saila Bhai once visited Chitra Bahadur while he was in jail in Baglung. With tears in his eyes, the brother said, 'It is beyond recognition.' He was framed in a false case by conspiracy. When Baglung town would be deserted at night, police torture would then begin. They beat him to death. He used to put a cigarette on his lips. Sailo Bhai was sent one ghari malunge banana and four mana of ghee by his mother. At that time, Achaladheesh was suffering from excessive heat. Vaidya has suggested to eat malunge banana. The jailer has come to ask Chitra Bahadur for bananas. Chitra Bahadur said, "I don't even give banana peels." Instead, I will wash it in the river.' After 9 months, he was released from prison.

Chitra Bahadur read many books, read Marxist theory. Those books and literature must have done the job of changing his thoughts, but most of the qualities of a mother who has never read a book are more valuable to Chitra Bahadur.

As the size of the family grew, the brothers had to be separated. My mother insisted, "Don't leave, Myla." Your party friends come to the house, you have to feed them. Miley can't do it alone. The brothers separated against their mother's wishes.

Sometimes the mother lived with the brothers, sometimes with Chitra Bahadur. Sometimes even alone. When the mother lived alone, Chitra Bahadur's Jahan used to take milk regularly. After four months, the mother said to her son, "Myla, that buffalo was also brought by the daughter-in-law after taking out a loan." I drank milk that day. Calculate it.' The son's heart was broken by his mother's words.

In 052, mother was 79 years old. At that time Chitra Bahadur's family was preparing to move to Madhesh (Rupandehi). He said to his mother, "You have to go with me." The mother said, as if making a strong heart, "I will stay." Why go now? You have always left me. If I go, I will go a little later. Chitra Bahadur insisted to his mother. Mother added, 'I can't live without you. The rice is ripe, cut it and entrust it to someone. Instead, take this 5000 now, it's just your money, it's a waste. And I will come.' Mother's stomach was filled with tears. Chitra Bahadur fell to the ground, making his heart sour. Remembering the tears in his mother's eyes, Chitra Bahadur's heart was broken all the way. After the

, the mother is going to India to go to Kurukshetra with the village people. Chitra Bahadur found out over the phone from a relative. I was going to go to Kathmandu carrying a bag. He was saddened after receiving the news. I dropped my bag and went to look for my mother," Chitra Bahadur remembered those days. Younger son, sister-in-law and he started looking for their mother together. He met his mother in a bus when she was ready to go to India from Sunauli. After seeing her son, she begins to cry. Chitra Bahadur's eyes were also blurred. The mother, who had been hungry for some time, was taken to the hotel for lunch. The mother, on the contrary, began to feed her son. When I remember Chitra Bahadur even now, I think, 'What kind of love would try to feed me even when I was hungry?' Chitra Bahadur thought, 'I will make my mother happy by going on a pilgrimage. And I will keep it with me in Madhesh.' The car stopped in the middle of Nautuna. Mother used to defecate. Chitra Bahadur also came down with his mother. Mother went to the right. He kept looking. Mother was crossing the road after defecating. At that time, a truck coming from Sunauli hit the mother. Chitra Bahadur's head felt as if the mountain had thundered. The ground seemed to float. 'How can I remember that scene!' Chitra Bahadur is disturbed even now.