More than 1.7 million viewers from all over Nepal watched the movie 'Poorna Bahadur's Sarangi'. After watching the film, many parents left the hall wiping the tears from their eyes. The children were moved by the sacrifice of Baka.

Even those who had never stepped into the hall entered the hall for the first time. But Chinadevi, the mother of actor Vijay Baral, who survived the heroic character of the same film, did not watch the film. The reason was, according to the story told by others, Chinadevi found out that the character played by her son would die at the end of the film, and imagining the same scene, her heart became cold. 

She watched the film's song 'Eastkot Kati Own' from her mobile phone. But even there, she could not bear her son's crying, she broke down looking at it. Vijay stole his mother's heart, "It's real, he died in the reel." Chinadevi said, "Even if you do acting, your son is still you." Chinadevi saw videos and photos of her son everywhere on social media. In some clips of the film, Chinadevi was shocked after seeing Purna Bahadur's death scene. I want to cry as soon as I see your photo. How can you see that you took away your dead body, put a dead body in it? Baa Navraj does not miss any of Vijay's films. Watched this movie too. Vijay asked, 'Did you cry?' Ba shook his head and said, 'No.' Soon Vijay caught a lie from Ba's wet eyes. Although not watching the

film, Chinadevi felt the influence of her son this time. Those who never asked started asking again and again, 'When will victory come?' She was shocked when her son was discussed everywhere in the village and neighborhood. After a 'hall visit' in Sarlahi, Vijay took the film team to his house in Lalbandi. When he reached home, the whole village had covered the courtyard. She saw from nearby, her son was being brought home through the crowd, neighbors were stopping to take photos and videos. Seeing this atmosphere for the first time made Chinadevi emotional. With tears of joy, she hugged her son and said, 'I didn't know that you have become such a big person.' This scene of mother and son brought tears to the eyes of others. 

Not only the mother, this time the father also felt his own 'power' increased because of his son. This time, the hall, which would never recognize it when going to see a movie, honored Navraj. Many films that Vijay has worked in before have become hits. His character has become famous. But this time Vijay was the 'hit'. The film ran so long that Vijay reached theaters all over the country. The halwalas used to happily tell him, 'Brother, we were able to pay off the debt of the hall with the release of your film.' Vijay used to interview the audience who came crying from the hall after watching the film. "He would not stop crying even though he said, 'I am not dead, I am alive,'" he recounts. Along with Vijay, Ba also became a 'hit' in the village. Even when going out to a shop to have tea, people started addressing him as Vijayaka Ba. And there was a lot of people taking pictures. "For Ba too, his son's progress is the most proud thing," Vijay was happy.

It was Chinadevi's birthday just a few days ago. Mother does not know the year of her birth. But the day before his birthday, she calls her son and says, "Tomorrow, put my photo on Facebook, everyone will see it." He does as his mother said. "Once my mother called me early in the morning and said today is my birthday, the photo is available. I look at the photos, but I haven't even taken a single photo with mummy,' recalls Vijay. He kept the photo wishing his mother. Mother was happy to see that. These days, seeing everyone wishing happy birthday on Facebook, even Chinadevi thought, "I should send mine too." 

Chinadevi is 50 years old. But Vijay finds his mother's childlike quality very endearing. "I am very innocent, it is better not to eat than not to eat, not to do that than not to do it." Better not to take it when you are under a lot of stress. Staying calm, but crying over the smallest things,'' says Vijay's mother's nature. Chinadevi occasionally comes to see her grandson in Kathmandu. She enjoys her grandson. She cooks sweets and feeds them. And when she came to Kathmandu, she would always ask her son when he was sleeping at night, 'Does his back hurt, should I put oil on it?' Never say it hurts. But our pain means a lot.'

Chinadevi's marriage took place in 2044. Vijay's grandmother used to call him Sudha. Sudha gave birth to her first child Vijay in 2045. Vijay's brother Vinay was born in 2048 and sister Binu in 2055. Vinay lives with Vijay in Kathmandu. Sister Binu is married. Descendants 

are busy with their work. After growing up, sometimes I remember the old days. It is interesting for Vijay to understand the moment of his birth and his childhood from time to time. He asks his mother the moment he was born. But Chinadevi says, 'I don't remember.' Vijay thinks, 'Maybe mother doesn't remember the pain!' But Vijay keeps asking, 'China had to be made up, don't tell me when I was born.' Mother knows the year, month and day of Vijay's birth, but she doesn't know the time. She says, 'Whether it's morning or evening!' Ba was an employee of Rashtra Bank. He was a bully in terms of his job. The three children were raised by their grandmother and mother. Vijay is still staring at a photo. In the photo, brother Vinay, sister Binu and he are seen in kattu and shorts of the same color and fabric. He tries to remember his childhood by looking at that photo.

'Once mummy and I went to the mill with a heavy load. My reason is to push mummy's head in the mill. got hurt I ran away afraid that the police would come. Later I reached home scared. But he didn't get angry,” Vijay reminisces about his childhood. Not only when hurt, but also at other times, Chinadevi never raised her voice to her children. Instead, she was upset when her children were angry with her, and she was upset when someone scolded her children. He never got angry with anyone.

How much difficulty did the mother have to raise them at that time? Vijay speculates looking at his now spouse Pramila Khanal. Pramila and Vijay have a son. Pramila is also an accomplished artist. After looking at Pramila, who is now raising her little son, Vijay says, "Mothers suffer not only physically, but also mentally. But they are hiding it. Pramila also sometimes hides body pain. "If she hides it, how much mother must have hidden it!" Vijay feels triumphant.

Not only the body, but also the hearts of mothers are painful! But who cares about that pain? Vijay says, 'mummy may have been asked if her body hurts, but has she ever been asked if her heart hurts?' After the birth of her son, Pramila's career in cooking has also been interrupted. Vijay advises him to make a career plan. But Vijay's mother could never think of more than home and children, she could not dream.

Wherever the children she has born and brought up reach, the mother spends her days waiting for the path of those children. "Yesterday, while returning home from school, the mother kept her lunch in the tiffin and looked at the way her children were coming. Even now, that habit is still there," recalls Vijay. When Vijay informs Sarlahi that she will come home, she waits on the way home the next day. Even if the car comes, it seems as if it is carrying children. She gets down, looks. She gets sad when she doesn't see him. Even now, she watches her children come from the square. "When the mother sits like that, everyone knows that the son is coming," says Vijay, recalling the happiest moment of his mother's face when she got out of the car. When Vijay gets out of the car, mother runs to the bus stop. And she starts carrying heavy bags. "Mother trusts us when we come, she dares," says Vijay. A mother keeps a lot of things to tell her children. But we also get busy when we get home. "Mothers spend their lives telling their children," Vijay says wistfully.

The moment he reaches the village, old memories also try to travel with Vijay. But they are vague, trying to explain. In his school life, Vijay was sharp in studies. He scored 77 percent in SLC 2061. He used to think, 'I will go to Kathmandu and study medicine.' But his plan was defeated by his own dream, and he started acting. The mother thought, 'Let the son get a job.' But Vijay did not choose a job life either. The road to dreams was not easy to walk. At the beginning of his graduation, he worked in an institute in Baneshwar. He quit that job when he started acting. He later became a full-time member of the Mandala Theatre, and began living there. 

Four years ago, Vijay's family was burdened with huge debts. At that time, Vijay and brother Vinay came to know, "There is a debt of about 90 lakhs in the house." Baa never shared about that debt with them. I got a call during Dasai, my father had taken a loan by mortgaging the house. My brother and I had to pay after a lot of struggle," says Vijay, "especially Ba took loans for household expenses rather than for his dreams. We also never ask the children how they are doing.' Vijay learned a new lesson from that incident, 'We should also understand the family's situation while we are dreaming.' How can you keep the sadness hidden inside! He remembers and gets sad. Looking back, the greatest lesson Vijay learned from his mother is patience. There were days during the drama that I would go to the village never to return. But he was patient, "We have to wait, the opportunities are close." The same waiting was until 6 months ago. When 'Poorna Bahadur Ko Sarangi' started, his life suddenly changed a lot. Vijay felt that there was a change in the attitude and behavior of the society towards him. His financial status also improved. Perhaps it was the sweet fruit of hard work and waiting during difficult days.