Now my happy days have come. However, I don't know how I got here. Remembering the old days makes me sad. So I don't even want to remember. I mean, where do you want to forget! The memories of that day haunt me again and again.

Chingad Rural Municipality of Surkhet is my permanent address . Now I am living in Dera in Birendranagar Municipality-13. I got married for love while studying in class 10. I was 20 years old at that time. In our society, it was not possible for daughters to continue their studies after marriage. After marriage, my studies came to a complete halt as the environment did not match. Now I am 30 years old. Has a daughter .

The relationship with the husband who married after falling in love could not be good . I didn't get love, on the contrary, I suffered physical and mental violence for a long time . As time went by, the form of violence became fiercer . How many days did you starve your own daughter? I was also starving. I decided to separate from my husband after not having any skills. 

I was sitting comfortably. At that time, seeing my pain, various organizations took heart. Advocate Geeta Koirala Ma'am gave courage. With their support, I left home and moved to Birendranagar. I also brought my daughter with me . I said in the court, 'I don't need anything else, just give me my daughter'. This is how my daughter got to live with me .

At that time my daughter was 4 years old . Now she is 9 years old. I am teaching in 2nd class in a private school . The question was how to make a living. Later I started driving an auto rickshaw. This is how my daughter and I live.

When she first came to Birendranagar, Geeta ma'am put other people's clothes and belongings in the room. Later, the Birendranagar municipality organized a training course to teach women to drive. I also got to take that training . After a month of free training, the idea of ​​buying a car came in installments. 

I also bought a car after looking for a loan from this organization. I have been driving this car for three years. Now my support is my daughter and auto . I decided to drive a car when I stumbled and wandered from life. After finding no other options to live life and raise a daughter, it was good to learn to drive a car. Now the income of this has become a means of sustaining the stomach .

I just finished paying the installment of the auto I bought for 3.5 lakh rupees . 20 to 25 thousand a month. Earn from 500 to 3000 a day . Sometimes not even 500 . There is no place where the end comes from except the auto . No matter how much you spend, it is always insufficient. Pay here, there is not enough. If you pay there, it will not be enough. And so it is . I am alone in life. It will be very difficult if you have to do everything alone. That's also courage for the daughter .

15,000 monthly household expenses. Along with my daughter, two sisters and two brothers are also sitting in the room with me . I have taken two rooms. 6,000 monthly rent. We all eat from this income . Two sacks of 20 kg of rice can be consumed in a month . Buy pulses and vegetables. Sometimes it will be meat and fish. 2300 monthly daughter's fee should be paid . I have delivered as much as possible. 

Siblings all read . They are preparing for jobs. I would be sure if they could do it for themselves . One sister has started working in the organization. Because of him, household expenses have become a little easier. When I don't have money, I borrow money from relatives and neighbors. When I have money, I pay that money .

There are old parents in the village . As the mother is weak, arrangements should be made for her treatment . Sometimes we get sick too . Earned money is spent on this. Food including rice should also be sent to parents who cannot work . Being alone everywhere makes you feel like you are carrying a heavy burden in your life . I am doing all this in the hope that one day will be better. Hopefully, everything is . I have moved forward with that hope.