I had a cataract in my eye when I was born. As a child, I could not see what the world was like. His childhood was cut short by being completely blind. The hardships experienced in childhood cannot be described now. My struggle was within myself, with myself.

I was born in Shitganga Municipality-3 of Arghakhanchi. I came to study in a school in Kapilvastu for blind students. Sometimes I used to go home . My parents used to visit me there . When I was 16 years old, at that time the eye camp was conducted in Kapilvastu.

After examining my eyes, the doctor said, 'You will be able to see something' . It didn't make me happy at all . That became the most important happiness of my life . However, there was a lack of money. As there was no money, we had to depend on the government hospital every time . Couldn't go to private . 

Now I am a low vision relief quota teacher . After studying up to graduation level, I started teaching in Pyuthan district in Rahakota . As I am a resource teacher of special education, I have been teaching in the corresponding classes. Salary 39 thousand rupees per month. From that, the room rent is 7,000, parents are in the village, monthly expenses should be sent to them .

I will send 8/10 thousand to parents as pocket expenses . I want to buy and eat everything. Unfortunately, his wife's place of employment is 30 km away from Tilottama. It seems ironic that she and I can't be together . When the husband and wife live separately, the household expenses are also doubled . We have not been able to save money. This is the end. 

I currently teach at Sri Shanti Model Secondary School located in Tilottama-5. Although the wife is a permanent teacher, her school is a bit far . It's been 9 months since we got married. Connecting the topic of household behavior with the financial part is painful. If I could see perfectly it wouldn't be a problem . Even if I had enough money, I used to buy a car and hire a driver to bring/deliver him. If he could do that, his wife would not be sad. There is always a lack of money.

Friends who grew up playing with me are now abroad . My physical condition did not give me that chance . But their progress is impossible for me. It also sometimes makes the mind restless . If I had been able to earn money, I would have had my own house, I would have had a car, and my standard of living would have improved. However, I am not disappointed if there is nothing . I have done as much as I can . After having children, I may not be able to give them a hi-fi standard of living .

As much as I have read, I want my children to read more than that, after having children . But I will continue my life as a teacher, how much I will earn when I retire! It will not be so easy to educate children. I'm sure . But there is no other way. Not being able to manage and house your family is an example of not having money for me.

The more you try in life, the more you will succeed. Cannot be done. It seemed natural that it would fall behind. Whether teaching students through Braille script or teaching through symbolic means, the results will come, their education and other development will take place, but they will not be graded. That is because they study in their unique capacity, our hard work is not visible! I think that the government would have added some convenient opportunities for us too .

After teaching in Pyuthan for almost 6 years, I have been working in Shanti Model High School for 2 years. Being in Pyuthan does not cost that much . Village stay . I collected about 8 lakhs. We added 10 dhurs of land to Kapilvastu by adding steps from the house . I was paying the interest till tomorrow. There is land, will the dream of resting on the ground be a dream? Let's see what happens. Every experience and suffering in life teaches something, but in the case of money, the world is selfish. Therefore, it seems that money is important, without it, nothing happens. It didn't happen yesterday, nor today, nor will it happen tomorrow.