The husband should take 6 types of medicine a day. I need 4/500 rupees for medicine every day. All the money she had saved was spent on her husband's treatment. Now there is no money to buy daily medicine.

Now I am 28 years old. There is a house in Dasharatchand Municipality ̵4 Badilek. Eight years ago, Magi got married to Harish Bhul of Ward No. 9 of this municipality. After my husband passed away at an earning age, I am spending day and night in his care . Household expenses have stopped running when she is taking care of her sick husband . So now we live in my mother's house . Maiti also has its own problems . Maiti called after knowing that she was starving at home. We used to feed our sons even when the old people were starving. More than myself, I feel very sad when my husband cannot take medicine and my sons are starving.

Maiti's position is also weak . The father is dead, only the mother is there . Siblings separated. Even though it was hard for me, my family has been given a house to live in. My family of four has been adopted. Even though he had to take out a loan, he helped in the treatment. I don't have any complaints about my family and relatives. Such is my fate. Maiti has given the food as Zenten . But where should I get the money to buy my husband's medicine! 

It's been 10 months since the husband lay in bed . When my husband fell ill at the age of earning, my family was devastated. My husband was working in India and kept my son and me in Mahendranagar by renting a room . I was teaching my sons in a good school. I have two sons aged 8 and 5 . When God's game will happen, no one knows .

He came home to meet us on Dasai . Dasain brought Dasha . Perhaps if he had not come home, he thinks that this would not have happened. While going to the toilet, he slipped and fell in the yard. Even after 10 months, they have not been able to get up . All the wealth he had earned in his treatment was gone . After that, I took a loan to the hospital in Bareilly, Deharadun, India, but it is not yet twenty-nineteen.

It never got better, the doctor says it will get better but it never gets better . After all the money for his treatment ran out in the hospital in India, I admitted him to our own Nepal's Dhangadhi Seti Provincial Hospital . It is also a government hospital named  . There is also a lot of stuff to buy. 4/5 lakh rupees was spent in Seti Hospital. Now he is lying in Maiti's shed . 

The condition of my brother-in-law and brother-in-law is also critical. All the land of my husband's share has been sold, now there is only one room to live in . Her (husband) lower part of the waist does not move, even if someone touches the lower part of the waist, they do not know . He has operated on his leg and put a rod. But, they have no business . Lumbar paralysis has occurred . He cannot get out of bed .

He lies on the bed day and night . You need someone else's help to turn it around . So I am under his care . She is not even able to go anywhere to work. I took out a loan from my friends, friends and co-operatives and got treatment, but it didn't go well. During his treatment, he incurred a debt of 9 lakhs. Now I think - if she would have lived in bed like this, I would not have taken out so much debt and sold my property and treated her. 

I cry not only inside, but for everyone to see . Man, God didn't see this cry of mine. If he (husband) does not take his daily medicine, he will suffer from pain. My sons and I can't do anything but watch. All we can do at this time is cry. If we had money, we would buy medicine. Medicines would have eased her pain . Our cries seem to bring him pain upon pain . 

I have enrolled my sons in the government school here. Now it is not possible to send the sons to school . I used to look at Maiti's face in the morning and evening to get rid of them. If I didn't have to see her, I would have gone somewhere to do some work . He should be turned over every hour. Urine should be cleaned. That's why I haven't been able to go anywhere to work.