After being born in the hills of Gulmi, the nearest destination for education and employment is Butwal in Rupandehi. 11 years ago, I went to Butwal for my studies. I am currently doing postgraduate studies in sociology. The thought that I will do something in the country after completing my studies keeps coming to my mind. However, there is no environment to stay here. When I see that I am going abroad with my friends, I feel that my destination is also there.

For some time, I stayed at my sister's house in Khaireni, Devdah and did my graduation at Butwal Multipurpose Campus. Although traveling from Devdah, car rental and food expenses were needed. I used to get 6,000 monthly salary while working in radio to meet the expenses . It was enough for lunch. However, after the increase in prices, the income did not cover the expenses.

Parents do farming . It is not possible to complete the education by asking them for money. After I had to earn and study by myself, I moved from my sister's house and started living with my brother and sister-in-law in Butwal. After coming to Butwal, I worked in a photo studio for four years. I started taking graphic design online classes while working at a photo studio. Now I am working as a graphic designer . I will go to the campus in the morning until I meet. When I don't have to take classes, I study by asking friends. 

Butwal's stay did not last long. Now I have started living in Tilottama municipality. Work starts from 10 am . I ride a bicycle to work in Butwal. If you have to go by bus, the one-way fare costs about 40 rupees. Now the monthly salary is Rs. 15,000. I used to send that money home, set aside vegetables, fruits for lunch and education expenses. 

Sometimes when I have money left, I buy clothes . Since new bicycles are expensive, I bought a second-hand bicycle for 8 thousand rupees. It is now supporting the fun . Wanted to do business . However, when money is needed, where is it going to be only by making dreams come true? At least 5 lakh rupees is required at the beginning, from where to get that much money . I applied for police recruitment, I thought I passed. But they need their people in big positions to pass. It failed there .

Prepared for public service . Named in the first paper three times . On the next day, the effort was not enough . You have to sit in the room and read continuously to work hard . I have no choice but to work . After coming from work, what time do you go to study in the evening! Lakhtran is not done by work . Had to sleep too. Such things make the mind heavy . Sometimes it comes as a surprise. I want to cry alone, but when I understand that crying does not solve the problem, I stop crying!

Being a diligent and disciplined student in studies, I even got a scholarship in class 12 . Then came here . Love of money, love of spending . After earning money, I added a laptop worth 70,000 to the property. Apart from that, there is no money to do anything else. Now I have come to the final decision that there is no option to go abroad. Earned expenses are not enough . Expenditure is more than income . The future is not certain . I want to earn so much money that I think this is enough. No government has done anything to eliminate the frustration that has grown in the youth like us. In a country where corruption is rampant, it seemed that nothing would happen without bribery.