I was born in Purnadi Deurali, Gorkha Municipality-13. According to citizenship, I am 44 years old. If you calculate the date of birth, I am 51 years old. I was born with what karma! The whole body is covered with knots.

When he was born, he had two moles on his back! By the time Ramshah Mavi was enrolled in one class, four had reached . According to his parents, when he reached the eighth grade, half of his body was covered. I wanted to read

. After the knots grew, the friends in the class started hating . I left school in eighth grade after not being given a place to live. With age, the knots also increased . At the age of 30-32, the body was already covered. When he showed it to the doctor, he said that the blood had deteriorated. Friends also started a support campaign to see if the

will be cured by surgery . Eight years ago, I also underwent surgery for some lumps . At that time, 1 lakh 22 thousand rupees was received from Japan. A few knots have grown in the place of the operation. But the money was not enough to throw the knot. 

The knots give me unbearable pain . After a few days, the pus has started to freeze. Squeezing the knots on the front of the body and extracting the pus myself . Can't get the back part out .

The wound hurts even when sleeping on the right side . The same pain occurs when turning to the left . The same is the case with Utano. I used to stay up all night saying Aiyaaiya . In addition, there is no disease that requires regular medication. For a few days, the problem of piles has appeared again. Got free piles medicine after going with a disability card . There is no money for hospitalization and treatment. 

People who know help two-four money and also give them vegetables . Those who don't know them keep away from each other. I'm in a position where I can't even eat after feasting. It's been 15 years since father passed away and 14 years since mother passed away . Dai also died of cancer two years ago. One sister is married and is going to Dharan.

Nephew and sister-in-law are on their own. Now I live alone . Mother's name Char Ropani Pakhobari belongs to me but not in her name . I used to work as a helper in Rajdevi School till last year. 1 thousand 300 salary was coming . I quit my job now. 

It has been eight years since 'B' category disability card was made. Earlier it used to be 500, now it is 2000 a month. It is to eat, bring, treat from it . 25 kg of rice costs 2200 . One sack of rice will last me one and a half months. I bring salt, oil on loan .

After 6,000 of the allowance comes in every three months, even the money for ration and water is not enough. And I will keep the rest again . No matter how you do it, 8-10,000 per month is spent on the house . There is no other way to come. It costs 2200 to buy gas when it runs out. One and a half hundred rupees had to be paid to the carrier. I am confused about how the expenses are going. But seeing my situation like this, some people help me .

I eat vegetables even if I ask for them . How many nights have I slept without rice and hungry? Dasain and Tihar come, I am a lonely person and I feel more uncomfortable during the festival . People come to help a little during the festival . There is no need to buy new clothes during the festival. When this dress gets old, I will change it.