I was born 74 years ago in Isma Rural Municipality-1, Palukha. Now I am living in Resunga Municipality-1 located in Gulmi headquarters Tamghas. After leaving the village and coming to the market, I had to do something to make ends meet.

However, there is nothing to say that I have succeeded in this matter in life . Whatever I tried, I failed. I have been spending my days selling Ayurvedic herbs and worship materials at Sahidchowk in Tamghas for 35 years. 

has become more like a contact point for priestly work than earning by trading. I have one son and two daughters . Our three generations are in the scholarly profession . Son Bhimkanth is also practicing meditation and penance as a scholar. Both daughters are married. 62-year-old wife Ambikadevi and I are waiting for this business.  On the day of

, I will buy goods worth 1 thousand rupees at the same price . Bringing it to the shop and selling it for 1,400. He earns 400 per day. Mangge has become a means of livelihood rather than earning. If I had money, I would choose good business! Not just by heart. I am satisfied that it is written like this in Karma .

Even though the business is small, the suffering is big . If you have a lot of wealth and wealth, there would be no problem. We are also finding it difficult to handle this business . I go to the market in the morning and buy things. After trading throughout the day, I take the accumulated amount and pay the shopkeeper in the evening . I have not been able to save by earning from business . It is enough to join hands in the morning and evening. You should be busy with business even during the festival. It is not in fate to be happy with family. 

I was happily living on the land in the village. Life was going on sometimes by priesthood and often by ploughing. I raised cattle . The children were growing up. I went to India with the greed to earn money. From 2025 to 2030 I got to know, sell and learn about Ayurvedic herbs and worship materials in New Delhi . I came to Nepal in 2040 and did this business in the post office. It happened when the business was going well. Borrowed goods never paid the amount . At that time 1 lakh 30 thousand rupees sank. 

The customer was not honest . But I had to pay the moneylender. I have taken a loan of three lakh rupees from Krishi Bikasa Bank. I paid interest at the rate of 1 thousand 500 per month until 2073. After that the business could not pay interest . And by selling only 32 ropani land in Hastichour for 3 lakhs, I freed myself by paying off the debt . After that I have nothing to my name . Now I am a squatter. Son has passed Shastri from Sanskrit subject . Has studied Sanskrit for 13 years and has become proficient. I am happy about this. Being a squatter, I have submitted an application asking for land . 

I couldn't earn by myself . I have also sold the property. I could not give anything to my children. So I have prayed to God that my children will earn. Now I do morning and evening puja at Tamghas Guthi Ram Mandir . If you perform puja, you will get one/two hundred per day for Dakshina. No greed . Now I am thinking of spending time in meditative penance by serving. Now everyone in Tamghas says Ba . Everyone respects . I am dear to Istamitra brothers . That makes me happy. This is what I consider my good deeds.