I was born in the year 2009 in Chilauneswara of Sahid Lakhan Rural Municipality-7 Bunkot. God's account will be - no children were born, no siblings either.

I moved to Khabdi last November 21, the house of Kanchi Phupu's son, when I was suffering and sick in a lonely house near the forest. I am now able to take a breath of joy in the tower made by cutting old zinc leaves. 

has many pains of its own. I could not see in my right eye since childhood. Since the year 2070, even the left eye has stopped seeing, the world will be dark along with life! Before his eyes closed, he left the 6-ropani forest and spent the day digging in the 4-ropani padhobari. Can't work now . The three goats reared by Mrs. Wilmaya were also sold around 2072.

His father passed away when he was young, so he doesn't even remember his face. Even if the mother was rearing a buffalo, she would have enough to eat . There was always a need for money. It is remembered that one kilo of chichinda grown in the garden was taken to the Gorkha market and sold to buy salt and oil. As soon as the crab was a handful, I used to take it to the market, saying that more money would come from selling it than eating it. From that time, he did not leave until the time of his death due to lack and suffering.

Even though I got married for the first time from Fuzel's Dhawe, my wife stayed with me for only three years . After my mother passed away, the villagers saw that I was lonely and remarried from Gyalchok. It has been 35 years since the second marriage. My 70-year-old wife and I are two years apart. Now, if you have to do it around, your wife will take care of it.

Last June, a vulture entered the house of Chilauneswarna . When Val entered the house and pleaded for help, no one heard him . At night, we moved to an old house nearby. After that, I moved to Khabdi Bhanjyang with a load of clothes and dishes. 

Because I am blind, 9 years ago I used to get 2000 as a disability allowance . The same money was used to buy salt and oil. Even with the money that came from Nibek until one eye could see, it was enough to buy Khatryakhutruk . In the year of the earthquake (2072 year), I could not go to Nibek because the other eye was blocked.

has been getting old age allowance for two years . With that money, we have taken to eat 'tweezers, tongs'. Even if it is not enough, who will give it! Cannot be farmed . I have to eat daibai every day because of sugar and pressure on old age . Sometimes you can get free pressure from the health post. If it is not there, one hundred rupees should be paid for a single leaf medicine . Allowance comes at the rate of 12,000 per person in three months. 

Now the price of rice has increased to 2500 sacks. Apart from rice in the evening and in the morning, there is no money to eat delicious food. What to do if you want to eat meat? 5/600 of one kilo should be taken . No matter how greedy you are, 8/10,000 monthly household expenses should not be ignored. Those who are sheltered in other people's houses have to buy salt, oil, garlic and ginger. Sometimes we pinch the greens planted by the neighbor and bring them to make us want to eat green vegetables. 

Since there is nothing to trade with me, I will save the allowance money and make it to three months . Now it is sad that even the ears have stopped seeing well. I didn't even go to get my ears checked because it costs money. We buy new clothes only when the old ones can't cover the shame . Why do we need a new po! Aang reached for cover.