The day the rice is finished, the stove is not lit. At that time, old people sleep hungry. On the days when she slept hungry, Mrs. Sunita says that she felt hungry even in her sleep. At such a moment I have no choice but to listen.

I was born blind. Even the old woman crawls because she cannot stand on her feet. In this case, what can we do except to call God and ? 

There is a house in Palungtar Municipality-4 Luintel Ghartigaon. 1 ropani 3 annas of land has been allotted to me . There is also an old house on the same land. However, after the earthquake in 2072 destroyed the house, it could not be repaired. The land is also in Bhir . Since I am blind and old cannot walk, we have left the old house and live in the street. 

There is no great hope in life. It seems that even if you walk around begging all day long, it would be a house that would be full at night . When there is lightning, when it rains, where to go at that time? We have rented a room by paying Rs 2,000 per month. Because of my red ID card, I get 12,000 allowance in three months . Old lady gets 6000 allowance in 3 months . The same money can be spent as soon as it is received. If you don't go to ask, the stove won't light . 18,000 for two people in three months. Will he buy oil or eat rice or pay room rent? 

When I was studying in 4th grade, I quit studying and joined the music field . It's been 22 years since my mother passed away. As long as I was a mother, eating was not a problem . After the death of my mother, I felt sad. I don't even get a person to express such pain . Even if you pour out your heart to someone, half of the disease will be cured . He met Sunita in Narayangadh in the year 2073 while singing songs on the street. His home is Hanuman Danda in Dhading. Since they cannot stand on their feet, they are crawling from birth. Both fell in love and got married. We got married by mutual consent to share happiness and build a family relationship. After getting old, we have been able to share happiness . 

After both of them are disabled, there is a problem of grass, cotton and cotton. The earnings of walking on the street singing songs with outstretched hands are not enough to eat. There are many people with disabilities in the society . It was easy before . Even if you ask now, you have to listen to abuse. The lack of management of the disabled is disturbing. Helahocho has to be heard in the village . Even if someone gives 5/10 rupees out of kindness, sometimes two/three hundred and sometimes up to 500 are accumulated in a day . That money has to feed two people.

Building a two-room house costs at least 1 million. Where are we going to get that much money from? If you want to build a house on the same land that you got in part, you have to do it with a dozer. There is no water, first of all the water had to be drained . Now wages are also expensive . We have reached 75 districts while asking. However, we have not been able to get up from the road . Until 6 months ago, we used to sing and dance, live in someone's house, sometimes in the waiting room . We started taking a room in Palungtar's print shop so that

will not happen like this anymore. Now we have taken a room in Palungtar's Thantipokhari so that we can go to the market again after consulting the elders. 

must buy everything in the market area . 30/35 thousand in a month is not enough . Panidhari should be bought and eaten. Even if you bring ration, gas, oil, you have to pay money immediately . Again, since both of us are disabled, we had to pay fifty/hundred rupees for bringing gas and rice. Ration, water, gas, everything does not work without money . How many days have we slept hungry?

If there is gas, there is no rice, if there is rice, there is no salt, how many nights have we experienced such situation . Buying and wearing new clothes is a dream come true. One day we ask for 200, 300 and if we collect, we buy half a kilo, a kilo of meat and eat it. It seems like you have to earn for living. 

I also have problems with 'cholesterol' and kidney . It was found out at the local hospital that the kidney is about to stop working. However, as an old man, he did not tell this to the old lady.

It seems that the body is dying rather than having a disease. Nothing has been done yet. I haven't had the courage to go to a big place and treat the body. If you think a little about this disease, the worry hurts more than that disease.