Why did I stop worshiping? Hearing this statement, if other friends also come forward to renounce Saradha, my group will be big.
Even living in the Hindu society, I could not say that I stopped doing the saradh. Because the brothers were about to steal from the rice and food, Puretbaje and his men were afraid that they would sneak up on the road at night and make fun of them. However, I dare to make this statement because sometimes there is a joy in carrying the danger.
I had to explain why and how I stopped doing saradha and I had to explain the last saradha I did. Hearing this statement, if other friends who renounce Saradhe come out, my group will be big and I will not be touched by the fear of the Topres? The
came that day, in the first week of January. Due to Tusaro, there was no such thing as black in Kathmandu Valley. I was diving into the bittersweet wave with the still sleeping dove in a curled up position with a torn bird in my lap. Someone pulled the trigger. He heard the voice of his brother, 'O Kumbhakarna. wake up Isn't it your birthday today? Puretnani will come soon, the poor man has to be stopped in three places and reach the base. And he was also tired of remembering his father. He should have gone to heaven around Baisakh-Jetha. Where did you work to make your son and grandson suffer in the cold of Meenpachas? And I loved my father. Then he too has passed away. However, when the poor woman was living in Kiriya, Raithane had tears in her eyes as she wondered how she had spent eleven days in the cement shed. It is because of that bitter experience that the father passed away at the end of June. In the end, if I reached any destination, my brothers must have gone to the hereafter in the rain. And my son does not know the joy of living in winter, so he prefers to live in heaven in winter.
Just then Puretbaje Tuplukk arrived as if shouting 'Tato Jayamudiret' through the loudspeaker. ``Lou Puretnani has also come, it hasn't even left Dasana. Go take a quick bath. Puretbaje had literally entered my room as if it were his own office. As soon as Baju left Dasana, his dark eyes fell on Sukul who said Dasana to me. He went to the window to spit. After returning from there, he said, "Father, you have to take ablution soon." I have to reach the ministry after completing two more pilgrimages. Now Khadke comes and po, otherwise he would not have rushed. The rulers were judging themselves. Let's do it fast.'
I was thinking of Asnaan, and I had goosebumps all over me. And said, 'Don't panic Puretbaje. The water for the bath has been set, it will be finished in an hour. It seems to be a bit sore. How can you bathe with cold water?' Puretbaje was blue at first. However, he made sense to both of us. He muttered his face or made it up and said, "Ah... why do you have to take a bath?" Do not do this five asanas.
Man Changga to body Me Ganga, do you understand? Instead, I am preparing the sarjam, Babu Jhatt Aanius hai?’ And reciting ‘Patram pushpam, phalam, toyam, yo me bhaktya prayachhati’ he climbed up. I thanked those modern purets from the bottom of my heart and reached the bungalow after taking a bath in the window. Everything was fine there. I sat on the seat shivering.
now runs faster than Puretbaaz's muzzle machine. Once when I tried to offer flowers, he would say 'Pushpam, Jalam, Akshatam, Chandanam, Dhupam, Naivedyam, Samarpayami Ganapatye Namah' without hesitation. When I offered water to Ganapati, it was dedicated to another deity in the name of sandalwood.
At the end of the tarpan, if you are looking for a copy of the name of the seven generations of the house, mother-in-law, and mother-in-law, you will find it in the basement room. As soon as Baju went down the stairs to fetch it, my Puretbaje finished it by shouting 'Yathaitha namay tatatha gotray tripyantam tripyantam'. Along with this, he used to shout 'Bhaigo sir, don't want a copy'. He was not going to wait.
My mind suddenly ended. Not once did this arm go unnoticed. As soon as he said 'Motakmaday', I shouted, 'Motak is over. Puretbaje, with his eyes closed, quickly took up the chair he was sitting on. And he forced Kush to get rid of it. One is that the hand of Bahun was stiffened by the cold, it was because of the bad rule over him by the name of Chakala Babiya, he didn't feel anything. But, how much trouble has come to Bahun? With her teeth, she removed Babiya's jhyam from it.
and without blinking an eye, he threw eight-ten balls in front of me as if in a flash. I dared to say, "No Puretbaje, this is my father." Does Babiya also have a mustache?' He pretended to laugh slyly and said, 'Shraddha is needed, father, Shraddha. If there is faith, the grass will grow. On top of that, the deity needs words, while the father needs words. I am about to deliver the promise.' He started to perform the rites again. And in the middle, he did not miss to say, "I'd rather wash it off with my teeth." I did not wash the motka and when he asked me to offer it in five tamams, I offered it in one tamam.
It was seen that Puretbaje waited for a while. At the time of depositing, if you look at this quantity, there will be no rupees. Yes...he waited until the money came. However, his mouth is not closed. He recited the entire siloka 'Trishnam Chhindhi Bhaj Kshamam Jahi Madam'. Let's not worry about the amount of rupees, he made up his mind as soon as he saw Bajjai coming to the step of the stairs with the rupees. At first I understood 'Hariom' and at the end I only heard 'Shivaram Sharmay Brahmanaya'. At that time, I thought that I still do not understand this Sanskrit language well. At last, in fifteen minutes, it was overturned.
Puretbaje put as much as rupees into the pocket. He made an agreement with Baju to send as much of the tapri as he could to his house, and he set off on his way. When he came down from the ladder, he was shouting, 'Saradhe is done in time. It's too late to reach Adda.' I also heard that Puretbaje didn't keep Saradhe in my house anymore.
And I'm stuck on this problem. I put my average life expectancy at sixty years. I was already twenty-five years old, now I had another thirty-five years to live. Half a manu of rice became one manu of rice in two months of the year. Sixteen Shraddhas cost one manu of rice. Based on this calculation, it was determined that seventy manu of rice should be given in thirty-five years if the rate of two manu of rice is given in one year. Adding two manu fosa on top of that made seventy-two manu ie nine pathis of rice.
, the next day I bought nine bags of fine rice on loan. Carrying it, I went straight to Bagmati. After all, Pind was also sold in Bagmati. So I also said 'Babubajeya Swadha' and threw as much rice in the stream of Bagmati. After my death, because of the promotion of my parents, they will be able to reach Vaikuntha and there is no problem of food and drink!
(Journalist, spy writer Sridhar Khanal (b. 1998 Mansir 24-2081 Magh 3) has published more than a dozen spy novels under the name 'Dirghabahu'. 'Chatyangchutung' (comedy) is his other published book. The present essay is taken from Khanal's book 'Namari Sansar Tehinn' published in 2020 done.)
