14-year-old Krishna Sunuwar was walking in and out of the room. He used to enter once in a while, he would look at Pulak. He used to come out again. Inside the small room of the terrace where he was sitting, three people were making a human shape by wrapping straw. The head was formed in an instant, hands and feet as well. And on that shape, a thick layer of barley flour was covered and a replica of Krishna's father Vinod Bahadur's body was made.

Krishna's mind was not stable until all these things were going on.  In the narrow courtyard in front of the tower, a green bamboo mat was placed to keep the corpse. 'Corpse'  The room being made was a joke. 

37-year-old Vinod Bahadur, who was posted in the Donetsk region of Ukraine under the control of Russia, went missing from November 30. Vinod's friends sent news to his family in Kirtipur confirming his death on Saturday. Based on that information, Vinod's family and relatives made a straw body for cremation.

Vinod's 62-year-old mother Narmaya, 34-year-old wife Srijana, 14-year-old son Krishna have been living in Kirtipur by renting land and building a terrace. "Father, this is your father's body." Now you have to lift it up slowly and take it outside," said Sher Bahadur, Krishna's eldest son. Krishna took Paral's body out of the room by holding the head and his relative by the feet, and placed it on the bed.  The body was wrapped in a white cloth, Vinod's photo was also placed on it. The photo was taken while serving in the Nepali Army. After completing all the formalities, Vinod was cremated on Monday and taken to Pashupati Aryaghat.

After resigning from the Nepali Army, Vinod reached Russia on October 17 last year. This was done by Tiktok. Convenience is convenience in the Russian army . There is a salary of millions. It is good to eat. He was touched by this information . "You left your job here," Mrs. Srijana said to Kantipur, "In the beginning, everything was good in the first camp." When went to the second camp . We know the reality. Our Sato is gone since then.'

Only good news about the threat of the Russian army has been heard from November. Bad news stopped coming to Tiktok from November. I started reminding them that if they can, they should return to Nepal,'' said Srijan. Since Vinod had already spent 8 lakhs, he had reached the point of waiting for some time. "Now let's see whether it's sad or happy." If you are very sad, you should think," Vinod consoled his wife.

Around January of last year, he tearfully said that they were in a very difficult and dangerous situation.  Don't be tense now. I walked away from home thinking whether I will earn or die. You should do well. Suffering: It is enough to eat with pleasure . Even if I can come or not, I will arrange the money,' he said, 'What if I am not with you for the rest of my life? There will be money. Money is the basis of living . Educate your son according to your income source.

Srijana tried many ways to get Vinod out of the war zone. The constant photos and videos from the battlefield used to make him restless. 'When he sent all the photos and videos, I couldn't bear it.' He used to say that he never got food . He used to buy even a bottle of water and said that there is no place to eat,' said Srijana, ``It was not possible to run away and come back.'' They used to dig bunkers all day long to catch the escapees. After evening, the news of beating would come. This would have caused me a lot of pain.'

Vinod has no idea how many battles he fought with Ukraine. The first time you went for 7 days. Then 10 days, 14 days,  It was increasing to 16 days,' she said.

Every time after coming back from the battlefield, Vinod would excitedly call Srijana, "Banche hai budhi, maa bhaghe ". I have survived a great period . So many friends have been lost this year. Couldn't pull it up . Bombs keep raining down from above .

Every time Vinod returned from the battlefield, he would have some brave story to tell his creation. This year, one step saved a life. A bullet fell from my head . What luck survived,' he used to tell . Always listening to an interesting story would leave the creativity unsatisfied. She was thinking about how to bring Vinod back to Nepal.  As for Vinod, when he ran away, he would send the message that Nepalis would be disrespected.  "Here we are told that your Nepali ran away". Mobile does not give . I will take it away,'' Vinod used to say, 'I will not run away, I will return after the contract is over.' The passport of Russia was also made . The gate pass to get out of the battlefield was also given by the Russian army . He used to say that he would come to Moscow and settle the score and return to Nepal soon. Before coming on leave, the news was sent that he had to go to fight once. "Now after going forward alone, the commander said he will leave." If he gives a month's leave, he will come to Nepal. I will go to Moscow and search.' He always went to the battlefield at night. He used to return to the camp at night. This time, he escaped," said Srijana, "I was waiting for the news of his return. Even after leaving a message, there was no reply . Never stayed more than 15 days . Today, more than 20 days have passed since tomorrow . After that, I started searching.' After waiting for Vinod's 'message', Sarajan got the news that she would be saddened on Saturday evening.  Vinod Dai's news is not pleasant. It has been confirmed that he has passed away.