If you write happiness in fate, you will get rest. As soon as I get some free time, I will go and run Pathao. It's been a year and I started earning two to four money by sending money. Husband Hunzel used to work outside and support the household. After his death, all the responsibility is on me. After contracting corona and jaundice, he was admitted to the hospital for a month and despite all efforts, he could not be saved. God made the family laugh.

Since I have to take care of my 8-year-old daughter and 5-year-old son, I can't drive Pathao since morning . I will send the children to school soon. When she lost her husband, her father was in her stomach. Until a week before the birth of his son, he labored at the place of work . She didn't go after the creditor told her not to come anymore. From the work I did at that time, I collected the hospital expenses when my father was born . I also paid my daughter's school fees. 

After losing her husband, she suddenly fell from the sky to the ground . I could not bear the burden of room rent, ration expenses, school fees . We stayed for one year with loans. Since we are not able to pay 30,000 per year, we are living by renting a piece of land and building a tin shed. I didn't think of sending it. I didn't want to cry in front of anyone. I used to cry only after my children fell asleep. What happened to the daughter after seeing the swollen eyes, mommy ? There is no answer when asked. 

I started to remember the debt incurred while treating my husband, when I went to buy ration water, the goji would be empty . Calls started coming from the school for the daughter's fee . It has been 3 months of unpaid rent. Not being able to buy clothes for my children on Dasain started to make me sad . After my son was 11 months old, I enrolled in Monteshwari and started looking for a job. Even after visiting about fifteen places, I only got assurance. 

One day, I called her when I remembered a girl friend who runs Pathao. After he encouraged me, I started sending him on my scooter. It was difficult in the early days . When I didn't come to see the location, I used to go there sometimes . I spent more than I earned.

If you could run Pathao from morning to evening, the earnings would be good. But what to do, children also had to watch  . The rate comes down from online . Previously, the rate did not come down like this . It is difficult to earn by sending only. The previous day, the rate of people left at the same place is 250, and the next day, the rate drops to 180 . I cannot meet all the needs of the family with the income without address. 

is not earned, so I have kept the desire. That's why I work with old clothes. Now it's time to enroll children in school . Books and copies are available for purchase. Remembering the expense causes stress. 3/3 months of social security allowance is enough to buy gas and rice. If the children want to eat meat, I will buy it on loan. Children's fees come to 10,000 per month. Understanding our financial situation, the school is only charging half the fees. 

I would consider myself a lucky mother if I was able to educate my children well even if I did not fulfill all their wishes. That's why I'm scratching my head. As I grow up, I can't teach in the boarding school till the big class. But even if it is by sending them to a government school, they want to make their children stand on their feet. If I could live alone, I would live in the village. There would be no expenses. When you have children, you will love them more than yourself. They are worried about their future.