Who is there to see a sad person like me burnt by the heat of Baisakhe sun? That's why I sit in front of the fire all day long without complaining. Regardless of the pain in the body and mind, I have served fresh and delicious corn to the customers.

It has been 45 years since I started doing business by sitting on the road in front of Bardia District Court. This is what I have done now that it is the corn burning season. In winter, I have been supporting my household expenses by selling peanuts and sometimes green vegetables. Whether it's sunny or rainy, I don't care . Earning two to four money from business is enough.

I am 60 years old . Gulria municipality-6 is living in the old village village. Those who have eaten burnt corn and mumfli come back with praise . Every afternoon I arrive on a bicycle with luggage . Earlier, I used to do business sitting in the shade of the bar here. During the widening of the road, they had to sit under a torn umbrella after the tree fell.

The market has changed a lot. But it didn't make any difference in my life . Today I wake up early and bring green corn from Balapur, Asapur and Khairapur. When you reach the farmer's field, you can get corn for 15 rupees per head. I bring 50 to 60 horses at a time .

Burnt corn is being sold at 25 rupees per bushel. Even if you work in the sun all day, there is no income. Sometimes 3-400 is earned . Sometimes up to 500 will be earned in a day . It would be wonderful if all the earnings were saved. The cost is also the same. Every day I buy coal worth 200 rupees, a packet of plastic bags worth 60 rupees to burn corn. To make salt and pepper chutney, you need to buy one hundred spices.

The municipality has to pay a tax of 20 rupees every day for doing business on the road. With the money earned in this way, they could eat delicious food and wear new clothes . Even if you suffer, you will not be destined to sit and eat comfortably with your family.

I had deposited 8 lakh rupees in Namaste Savings and Loan Cooperative to help in emergencies. That too was the amount I had earned by selling one and a half acres of land. The directors and employees of the cooperative became out of touch by misappropriating the savings. After the savings have sunk, now there is no house or ghat. I had deposited the amount in the cooperative because there would be theft at home . What to do when the cooperative turns out to be a thief? Namaste Sahakari has sunk the money of many people like me . Many of us who live by suffering are ruined. It took 3/4 years for the employees of the cooperative to run away. No one inquired . Now it seems that they will return the money.

Today is the time of expensive . Everything except water must be bought and eaten. As much as you earn, you spend at home. 2200 worth of rice, 6-700 worth of pulses and up to 2000 worth of cooking gas should be purchased in a month. 4-5 thousand will be spent on salt, oil, vegetables, spices . Sometimes even eating fish costs 2 thousand. No farm . Being a family of seven requires a lot of stuff . Now two sons also earn by doing fair work, so they don't have to sleep hungry and live without clothes.